Back to work:(

I've started wking again this week..... I originally wasn't going to go back until feb 10 but due to some issues wth the leave company I decided to come back early. Luckily daddy is wking from home so he's wth the kids. I'm sad... I miss my babies I loved waking up getting them all ready and taking them to school them home clean cook and spend time wth Angel. He's been sick so I feel like I need to be home but I know he's in good hands. When I got home yesterday and he saw me he moved his hands and feet and wa happy to see me:) he smiled big and cooed<3 I knew he missed me!! Lol poor Oni tried holding him so I can get ready for bed and yup he cried!:( not what I wanted... As for my diet I started weight watchers and now I'm also doing raw foods... Not 100% but I will eat more veggies and fruits and less meats... Yesterday I made spagetti squash meat balls in sauce and steamed broccoli I had just the veggies no meat my goal is to have atleast 2 meals of just veggies. It's going to take me some time just bcause I need to cook fo everyone not just me... The family ate all of their food even Oni who isn't into veggies to much enjoyed his dinner:) as for wking out I haven't been able to I'm also getting sick so when I can I will start walking and so on for now I need to get better first. I want to take a pix of how I look now but I'm very selfconscious:( I'll see if I can do it! Lol txs for cking up on me!!

Loosing the weight

It's been 2mon since my little mans been born and I've been struggling to loose the baby fat:( when he was born I was 170 I breast fed him from birth an also bottle fed until he was 61/2 weeks due to lack of milk... Anyways, at first the weight started coming off quick! I was 149 within a couple of weeks then it just stopped! I'm happy that some of it is gone don't get me wrong but I really wish I would loose all of it quickly I'm going back to work feb 10 and my cousins sweet sixteen is in march I dnt want to be over weight ....before I became preg I went on a cruise I gained about 5-7lbs I was 133 so when I came back I was almost 140 then I find out I'm preg then gain 5lbs so total from start to finish I gained over 30 but from first appt was 25 I've lost about 21 but I need to loose more my goal weight has always been 125-130 ughh right now I'm 149..... So I need about 19-29lbs to loose. On this blog I'll be posting about my weight loss and struggles I'll do my best to be consistant but with 3 kids a full time job and a husband it won't be easy!

Today I started: bf:oatmeal wth thin bagel whole wheat 1cup of coffee
I wkout wth Jillian micheals last chnce wkout it was 30min and MAN! I didn't do the cool dwn baby woke up so I did 25min I think? I was sweating alot!!!
Lunch will be mahi mahi with brown rice
dinner is chicken breast on whole wheat pasta and steamed zuccini

My goal is to loose about 4lbs a month...wish me luck!!